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Unplugged

So today we spent the morning on The Great Smoky Mountain Train, followed by a white water rafting trip that left my son in the water, then over and across at least 2 mountains to another city for dinner and shopping.  It was a busy day but for much of it, it was without facebook, twitter, computer, cell phones or even tv. 

We couldn’t take our phone with us and when I got back from white water rafting and picked up the phone, I felt “it” begin to happen.  I put the phone down, got on facebook to upload pictures and quickly got off.  I took my phone with me to Gatlinburg but shortly after arriving the battery died.  “It” went away.

What was “it”?  “It” was stress, the constant influx of information, whether meaningful or not, whether stressful or not, caused me stress.  “It” kept me from “them” – my family and when “it” was gone, I could enjoy “them”.

Technology is a wonderful thing, but I wonder how much stress it actually causes us that we don’t even realize on a day to day basis.

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Things that make you say “Hmmm”

We spent the morning at the Indian Village here in Cherokee.  There has always been a special place in my heart for the Native American people (if you want me to be politically correct).  So spending the morning learning more about their culture was fascinating. 

I was intrigued by all the similarities there were to Christian traditions, as well as the not so Christian traditions.

We got to see “true Cherokee dancers” today.  And I was really intrigued by what one of the guides shared about dancing.  In the Cherokee culture, dancing was not a social event, it wasn’t a casual thing, but a sacred thing.  It was used to ask the “Supreme Being” to bless them with something such as when they were going hunting or going into a battle and then it was  used to pay respects, give honor and thanksgiving to the “Supreme Being” for his blessings.

 my thoughts were – have we missed something?  Has dancing become such a casual thing that we have missed the true meaning and power of a sacred event.  I started thinking about when I remembered reading about dancing in the Bible.  Without having done any research and strictly from memory – I’m wondering if the Cherokee may be on to something…Just something to ponder for a while.

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Thriving!

It’s amazing how quickly God begins to speak to me when I get away.  Especially when we go to the mountains.  We were driving to our vacation today and going through some mountains and Johnny said “Even on a cliff trees find a way to grow straight up”  I said “It’s cause they are growing toward the light” and we both looked at each other and said “There’s a sermon in that!”

I kept watching, noticing the details of the trees and the cliffs.  The truth was there were trees growing up between the cracks in the rocks and I had a moment where I could hear those trees saying “Hey God, why do I get stuck over here in these hard rocks while those trees sitting 2 feet away get nice soft dirt.”

Yet, even in the rocks the trees didn’t just survive they thrived!  What if we lived like those trees…always growing toward the light, thriving in whatever conditions we find ourselves in not because it is where you want to be but because wherever you are there is provision for you.

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10 Things I’ve Learned Since Becoming a Children’s Director – Number 7

Hobbies are Essential!

Pastor Bryan and Jennifer both told me when I started “You need a hobby!”  I didn’t get it right away, but it was certainly one of the first lessons I learned.  As a teacher, I worked long hours.  I brought stuff home all the time.  I dreamed about kids, about teachers, about parents, about kids, about kids, about…kids all the time.  It was consuming, but church was my escape.  It was my hobby.  I sang on the worship team and when I was there, I was ALL there.  My mind was not on school, it was on worship!  Ministry was my passion and so when I was there, I was able to leave work (at least most of the time)!

When my work became my passion I began to realize there was no where I had that allowed me to turn it off.  I lived it, breathed it, slept it, dreamed it, talked about it and loved it.  But I had nothing that took my mind off of it.  It was my passion so turning it off seemed impossible but I quickly realized the absolute necessity of figuring out a way to turn it off.  Without an escape, a way to turn it off, burn out would be inevitable. 

I still haven’t found that perfect hobby but I have certainly found a few things that work for now.  I am looking for the perfect hobby, but for all you Dream Weavers out there knitting is not it!

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10 Things I’ve learned as Children’s Director – Number 10

 

THE CALL!

Shortly after starting my dream job as children’s director I had the amazing opportunity to attend ONE a conversation with senior, youth and children’s leaders at NewSpring Church.  During one of the sessions Perry Noble was speaking  I heard him say something to the affect of  ”you always have to go back to when you were called”.

I truly had no idea what he meant at the time. In my mind there was nothing that could ever make me doubt the call.  It made no sense to me.  I was two months into it and even though I had already experienced some hard times, I was still living a dream!

It wasn’t until one day when I was home with a sick child, feeling the weight of the world, crying out to God “I don’t know how to do this!  Are you sure I did the right thing?  Are you sure I’m the one to do this?”  that I understood.  In that moment, as if he were standing in the room with me,  I heard Perry Noble’s saying “You have to go back to where you were called!”

As tears streamed down my face, I ran upstairs, pulled out the journal I had written in the night God began to speak to me about this call.  I read it over, and over,  and over again.  It didn’t make the struggle I was facing go away.  It didn’t even completely change my perspective.  I still didn’t have any idea how to do this task He had set before me, but it did reassure me to know this wasn’t my plan, it was God’s. 

See, the reality is, if I had taken this job just because I thought it was the right thing to do, that wouldn’t have been enough.  When the rubber met the road there had to be more holding it on course than  “I thought it was a good idea”!  I make mistakes.  I make them a lot, actually!  If all that had been holding this together was what I thought, in that moment, my thought would have been “I made a terrible mistake!”  What kept me going, what will continue to keep my going, what determines what I do – should always be The Call of God!  Today I understand and I’m grateful that I have that place – the place I know God called me!

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Reflections on the Journey

Remember when you got married?  Remember that honeymoon feeling – when the sun rose and set on the amazingly awesome spouse you got to spend the rest of your life with?  Remember when the honeymoon starting wearing off – when you started noticing the 8 pairs of socks that were so randomly left all over the living room floor, or (if you are my husband) the 10 glasses left sitting on the night stand?

I learned a lot about the man I married that first year but I learned a lot more about myself and my flaws and strengths.  I have never questioned whether I made the right decision when I got married.  I settled that long before I said “I do.” and Johnny and I made a decision that the word “divorce” would never enter our vocabulary and after 16 years I can say we have held up that commitment.  It hasn’t always been easy but it has been worth it.

Well, about 11 months ago I started a new adventure.  I left my professional teaching career to live out my dream job – Children’s Director at ROCK Church.  This first year has been much like my first year of marriage.  I’m going to take some time over the next week and share some of the amazing, yet sometimes difficult, exhilarating, yet often intimidating, rewarding, but also very challenging, things I have learned over this year.

It’s been an amazing journey and I’m looking forward to all that awaits.

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